Here I go... :/

I went in to do the "hire process" at my new job today. I will be doing CNA work doing prn until they can get my regular shifts. It will be 15 or less hours a week which is enough for me to handle. Between that & school, I guess I can no longer call myself a "stay-at-home" mom. :( That makes me really sad! I have to take this job so that my license doesn't expire for my RN application this Spring & the work experience is extra points. Its going to be really hard for me to leave my baby so much more, but I know he is in good hands. Between my mom, MIL, & Joey, he still won't be in daycare which is such a blessing since we cannot afford that unless I work full-time. Now its going to be all about time management. How am I going to juggle everything? Just finding the time for class, homework & studying while being a mom, wife, & homemaker was stressful enough & now I throw work into it. I see alot of thrown together meals or Joey learning to cook in the near future!!! I hope its not too hard on Grant & that we come up with something pretty consistent for him so he's not being juggled around. I hope I don't wear his grandmas out too bad. I also hope Joey can manage the evenings or nights without me. He works on average 60 hours a week so the evenings are usually pretty laid back until now! I'm just stressing. I know it will all work out fine. I am excited to be back in the work place a little & to get alot of different experience. Oh & of course to find cute scrubs to wear! :)
More than anything, I feel so blessed to have spent the first two years of my sons life at home with him (besides school of course). That is time I will never regret or forget & it was worth every stressful situation I will have to face. I am so lucky to have had the oppurtunity to spend that time raising our baby & focusing on school. I have my husband to thank for working his butt off so that I could do that. Money is tight, but again... it is more than worth it! I also have to thank my MIL & mom who have helped with Grant while I go to school. What a blessed life this is!!!